Vent.

Whats wrong with not being a pet lover, seriously?I am not too fond of dogs. I throw up on the sight of cats. Thats a lil overboard but yeah, thats just me right?

I tweeted this up but I am sure this will serve well for a blog.At given point of time, knowledge is a constant. Meaning, when people say they figure out something , they just ‘uncover’ right? And creation is not very humanly capable because you uncover things from the already  created things. You create from a creation and you aren’t the source. Like someone recently told me how vinyl records are back in vogue because of the audio quality. Its just revamping. Uncovering is exploring and moulding out of a creation but thats where it ends.

I have been having very interesting conversations of late. And the more I think about it, the more I seem to have my questions on evolution and belief systems answered. Its a lil crazy, the evolution if you will for my arguments on the entropy of a system being a constant has been met with objections. And email exchanges have become fun.

I am so addicted to my iPhone. Its not that I want to brag but honestly, I have gotten past the SMS days. Last five years I have changed about 7 phones and this is the first time that a phone feels like a part of me.I am becoming a lil helpless but I think an Ipad this month will sooth all that irritation:D

I don’t really relate to college kids anymore (which is very bad!) and I seem to be eternally reading something off techcruch , HBR , wired en all the blah. I miss reading real books though. I have been trying very hard to read the art of choosing by Sheena Iyengar but the book is supremely tranquilizing.

I have become a brag person. V says I need to learn to take a break from talking gibberish but beneath I know the guy likes it that way. Its been more than two years since we started going out (I met V first in 2007) but everytime the train pulls over at the cantonment-with V waiting for for a 9.30 PM train from 8.30 PM-  there is heavy rush , a maddening excitement like its the first time ,talking over phone constantly asking each other if the other person is excited and all that. And when the train pulls over and my eyes search for V across the flood of humanity , V will invariably spot me first with his biggest grin. I have attained salvation like that many times.

I performed for the Saraswathi Pooja. I began the concert with Thilang and drifted off to Lalitha (Dikshitar’s Hiranmayim). Thanjavur Iyengar’s Ranjani(Chathurthandi Prakaasikai) was a lil tough given the ‘edupu’ was important since the song was a conglomeration of four Ranjanis but I could see my Guru’s face flush with pride so there, I hit that off well. I know I have a long way to go to break inside the Sabha circle but then I have many years ahead of me. I just hope I don’t get drowned into work all that much.

Working in Chennai has been a breeze thus far. I have always thought I am a lil allergic to codes but this experience is slightly telling me otherwise. And I have put off my Masters plan to 2013 since I think I am too confused at this point to decide on what I really am passionate about. Having a gazillion choices is not very healthy. My trump card for these things when people ask me is ‘Oh wait! I am too young’.Heh.

Now to the bit that gets me worked up: The trivia being V and I address each other ‘macha’. Since the day I have known him, I am used to calling him da. I still do. And our families don’t seem to have a problem with that. I mean,we respect each other and we are super proud of eachother en all. But honestly, proving to the world is not my thing. Living our life the way random maamis want us to, I don’t subscribe to that point.

Well, this stint at Chennai away from home is not really doing good on me. It appears as if I will have to stay here for a good half a year almost and its exasperating. I miss home. I miss lazing around with V in our house. Cooking at midnight and waking up in the afternoons. I miss a lot of all that. Music keeps me in good cheer but I don’t know for how long I can prolong this.

Okay bye.

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